Even though 6 months passed.

I just don't get why its so hard to trust me.

On the other hand, accusations were made.

It was disheartening.

Her friends sided her.

Making me feel I'm Mr.Wrong.

What should i do?

What do you want me to do?

I don't understand.

We need to talk this out.

Sort things out.

Clear my name.

Mahd~

Wak wak wak.

After 12341235453212413416 days of being missing.
I decided i should come back and do something about this nothingness.

Aha.

And as you can see.
My blog has been dead for ages.

Okok. I just like dragging this son of a fish.

What has gone through my life.

1. I failed a module.
2. I failed an exam.
3. I am practically wishing to repeat year one.
4. I am rotting bit by bit through the holidays.
5. I am using my samsung as a music machine.
6. SA SA SA SA SA SA SA SA SA SA
7. Brothers, Masterclazz

seems like alot of ****ed news.
haiz. Shit gets thrown around yknow.

Been listening to the radio alot, ALOT.
This is due to some reasons being very chocoholic to me.
Weekyweeky.

Ok, Today.
I woke up super duper uber early
To SAHUR la then..
Then.. the saddest thing happened.
I could not fall back asleep..
Why so i wouldnt know. So dont ask.
Seriously.

Later in the day, at about 4.
A lil someone2, GWEN!
GAVE ME A text.
Ahaa.. suspense fail.

Pause and explain.
I was celebrating mummy's birthday.
My Reguerdon Mummy. [:
Dinner at somewhere.
But the plan was to meet at Cathay Cine at 6.30

Play.
Yeah ok..
I was asked to be there early luh.. meet and accompany first luh..
But hardcore failing badly, i, slowpoke, is late. and reached about same time as jason.
Then went off to meet Gwen.
Before we head out in the search for a cake, and an oo soo hard too think of present.
Everyone was practically bran dead.
We head to places without even knowing what we doing..
i tell youuu. if you were there, confirm confirm laugh one. ahaha.
Ok, got cake. Then search for Bday gift.
hardcore, we keep poking taka due to it feeling like japan.
and we wanted to do weird stuff like as the feller speaking japanese to explain.
We didnt, so fail.

Ok. we went to cine to find somewhr somewhr to eat..
sadly we couldnt decide.
everyone was getting tired..
like seriously got that tired and dulaned face.
lol

only got 3 of us.
LOLOL.
6.30
On the dot.
WE went down to somerset to search for our long lost siblings. -.-
we found adeline first
then we initially found iain and james.
but due to jason's mega blurrness
it took awhile and jason asked me to call either one.
The FAILest thing that happen today.

everyone arrived all hungry hungry
we, i mean, mummy decided we should eat at...
JUST ACIA!
I didnt mind.
Lol.

We hiked down to DhobyGout
Getting more and more nuts with every step.
haha.

When we reach there..
as expected another weird problem arose.
Mummy forgott where it is located.
omg.
Walk walk walk walk walk walk
Ask the passenger service guy
then walk walk walk walk

REACH!

So super hungry.
We ordered in a wildly manner.
and waited in an unorderly fasion.
LOL

We feasted heavily and thus resulting in more nuttyness.
Towards the end.
We started to linger amongst the supernormal...
stories.
FAIL.

Then uh.
I was telling this story uh.
When uh
A lil someone someone uh.
SCREAMED!

hahaha epic!!
I was like.
"The old lady would say 'i know you are home, buy some of my crackers la'. then..."
(A momentary pause.. A hand gesture.)
AND AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

LOL..
Yeah we went dumbo dumbo from that point on. and we left for homeee..

HOME SWEET HOME..
I SUFFERING FROM INSOMNIA.
ITS 4 am. and im awake!
great job!

Mahd <3 You
(:

"Rockies" can do so much.
My bros are always there.
My games make me forget.
My songs make me remember.

Today,
I decided that i would find CBro after school.
He was with his bros and frens.
Didnt matter.

So he told me that we would meet at dhoby gout and they were leaving now.
That was at 3 plus.
Yeah so i didnt mind waiting for awhile or so.
When i reach dhoby. Went out the MRT.
To use the.. err.. loo..
Then after i bought something from a lil' someone i don't know.
And waited..
Wait.. wait.. wait.. Call..

/\/\Eh, whr are you now?
Err, Bro, I'm so sorry. We juz left pasir ris.
/\/\AH?!? WHAT?!?
I'm so sorry. Its not my fault.

NEVERMIND...
So i waited.. Psp-ed..
Won streetfighter twice.
Ken once.
Some jailed feller once.
PAWNAGE.

Then a call came in..

/\/\Hello? CBro?
Eh, no, this is Sam.
/\/\Ah, why?
We not going dhoby already.
/\/\What?!
Nola.
/\/\Oh.
But yaaa, we going to Bugis.
/\/\WHAT?!
Just come down ah.
/\/\Ah?! haiz.. okay la..

And so. I went down Bugis!
Meet them at MRT. Give CBro the blaming stare.
AHAAHAHA
So it was me, cbro, sam, hady, jordan.

Went out to bugis junction.
ARCADE!
hady kena pawned like one uncle backside in TEKKEN!
cbro and sam was spotted having similar hand motions while RFing.
sam kena pawned by the spammer jordan in errr marvel vs capcom.
jordan kena pawned by some aqua in freethrows.
I didnt play any games. Lazy.

Then we went out.
Again.
cbro and sam was hungry
Macs.

Me, jordan, hady.
We watch some idiots trying to fly some dumb machines.
Laughed so hard our lungs ran out of air.

Then we met CWbro.
He was in his FBT again.
Soon after we went to DOTA for like 2 hrs.
PAWNAGE 2 GAMES!
AHAA..

Hady, Jordan and Me
PAWNED
Sam, Charles and Chun

AHAHAHA!
Lol okla. Dun angry k.
Relax!

You know what!?
I had too much fun today.

Hearts to all.
<3

Hello!
Nt gna talk about my day.
Cuz its been v.dull lately.

Been spending alot of time with my bros these few days.
I love them.
Haiz.. hope things changes..
I simply can't tell what going on with me right now.

If you see me walking around smiling.
I'm probably wearing a mask.

Approach me!
Talk to me!
No matter how weak.
You will make a difference!

Ok.. thats juz demanding.
Maddy was here. Mahd is here.
We love you.

Ahaha, 2 pics for you to laugh at.
2 pics that remind me who i was last time on the outside.
2 pics that tell me that my sis last time like to act cute.
But, if you cut me up.
You can tell, that i'll always be me.
No matter what i go through.
Hit that spot, And see wonders come true!

Lol ok enough liao..
Anna, can stop laughing liao hor.
btw credits to my sis for finding these pics.
credits to me for posting this cuz i lazy blog the day.
seriously, do you nid a comparison.
Well i dun think so.
so, live with it.

Mahd loves YOU.

And a special shout out to CBRO
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LA!

I lazy upload pics.
So i draw 1 can liao hor

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(^.^)

Aiya can la hor.. HAHAHHA

Well today.. Me went to sch..
For math and CS..
After that i pei charles to bugis.
Whatever la hor..
Bo mood for class liao la..
I dunno whats wrong la..
I abit siaosiao de these days..
Like the world juz got a tee wee bit gloomer

Errrhh!!

Ok.. went down to bugis..
after our lunch@FC5 PizzaHut!
Cheap and Nice.

Arcade@BugisJunction
Blahblahblah..
Q&A @ SimlimSquare!

Charles decided that it was time to go cut.. i mean trim.. wait wait..
i meant to say is cutthehairsolittlethatyouseethespikebutitsstilldamnlong.
Yeah thats what i mean.
So we Mrt>Tiong

BlahBlahBlah, Eat, Blah, Music, Blah, Strawberry milkshake..
But had to wait till about 5 plus before the aunty..
Come and "destroy" (from the lips of charles) his hair..
It wasnt even close to bad la..
Wadeva.. Crazy nutcase..

Then I was too lazy to do anything..
So i suggest we go home oni la..

On the way to the Busstop ah.. wah..
This one.. seriously..

I was walking on a one way path ah.
Then this clowntastic fat basket. Come out of the carpark and turn to oppose the one way narrow path. Me and Charles were on the path.
Something in me went berserk and i got so mad it went something like.

" ... "
I wanna keep this explicit.
seriously.. if you wanna know.. pm me or smth..
Berserk mode is one of the badass mode any1 will ever kena.
At the most i could say that i would have kicked the feller front bumper until the airbags come out.

Then i Musiced my way home on a BUS.
Maddy loves you.